I'm going to miss Burlington...

This is overlooking Lake Champlain from Perkins Pier in Burlington, VT. It is absolutely breathtaking.
This is also Lake Champlain. It has different colors and textures but still just as gorgeous. This was a couple nights before the one previous to it.

Same spot, different angle. This was a the night after the one above it.

This is from my dorm room window while I was in Burlington over the summer. Such an amazing view.

Sunsets never fail to amaze me with how gorgeous they are. All different and all make you take a step back and remember how wonderful life is. The first sunset I posted is my favorite. The way it's captured brings a calming affect to it. Staring at it makes me forget all the stress in my life and just take a nice deep breath in and out. I am definitely going to miss it here.


Semper Fi<3

Bridal Shower Tomorrow!!

This will be a short one I just wanted to say how excited I am for tomorrow!!!!
Bridal shower means closer to the wedding day!! This whole thing is going to be a surprise for me! Sooo excited!!! After the shower my maid of honor and one of my bridesmaids and I are having a girls night!! I am in such a deserate need one one!
Anyways. Definitely excited :-)
Ill hopefully have pictures up after tomorrow!


Semper Fi<3

Rest In Peace Super Hero<3

To the left is Ryan Michael Goes. He's one hell of a guy, one hell of a fighter, one hell of a friend. You will be forever loved, missed, and remembered. Keep those baby blues watching over us super hero<3 We all need to know you're still going to be hanging around from time to time<3

Rest in peace super hero<3 No more pain<3

My heart, my world, my everything<3

Today I am in one of those moods. The one where all you want to do is be right there next to him with his arms wrapped tight around you. I'm not really sad though. We have 2 months from today until we are getting married! :-) I can't even describe how happy that makes me.

Lately I have been thinking about how people show their love or express it. I remember before I fell in love I thought love was the best word ever. I wanted to be in love, to feel love, really anything to do with love. Now that I have found the love of my life I feel like that word just doesn't cover it. When I say I Love You Jonathan I feel like it should be followed by something. "I Love You, you are such an amazing person." "I Love You, everything you are is everything to me." SOMETHING. I Love You doesn't cover how I feel about him. I feel like I am missing it. Missing the one thing I can do or say that will be like YES!! That is it. That is what I want you to know. That is exactly how I feel.

Maybe it's not meant to be described. Maybe their aren't words to cover how I feel because the best part about being someone's soul mate is knowing they feel the exact same way. No explanation needed. The feelings I get when I am with him, close to him, or even just thinking about him make me feel like he knows exactly what I feel.
Thinking about him I smile, seeing him I get warm all over, touching him I feel complete and kissing him I melt.

I just completely and fully love him. He is my everything. None of this probably made any sense to anyone because it was just a whole lot of feelings thrown into one blog. Oh well.

I Love You Jonathan Christopher Sykes<3 I can't wait to be your wife<3


Semper Fi<3