Sunday, March 13, 2011

Well that was painful.

This morning I woke up at 2:45 to head to base to send my husband off to Afghanistan. He didn't leave until 6 and I'm proud to say I held my tears in until around 5:30. The boys went outside for a momentous cigar and while we were standing there I couldn't hold it in anymore.

Thankfully my husband being who he is quickly cracked a joke so I could go from crying to laughing.

As soon as he got on the bus he started in with his humor getting all the guys laughing. It didn't stop until they left the parking lot. I wish I could cope with sadness like him. Instead I just ball my eyes out and listen to sad country music the entire way home.

Sure, I could have changed the channel but there is something that just feels right about music fitting the mood...even if that mood is depressing.

I'm thankful that my last view of him before he left he was laughing so hard I'm pretty sure he was crying.

Overall though it was easier than I expected. I think mainly because he made it that way. Whether he realizes it or not he always makes things easier for me.

I can't wait to be home in NY with the rest of my family. I'm so glad my mom could be down here with me but I need to be as far away from this place as possible in order to have the time go fast.

Cheers to this year. "This is gunna make us stronger, it's gunna make love last longer."

I Love You Papa Bear<3
Your girls miss you.

7 comments:

  1. Aw I am sorry sweetie! Yay for having an amazing husband trying to make it easier for you!!

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  2. aww girly your post made me all teary eyed... God bless you. I live in NY right now and would love to meet you email me if you want to meet up sometime. amerillosky@gmail.com
    Semper Fi, Amber joy

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  3. Aww, I'm so sorry sweetie! We are all here for you. Now that the deployment has begun, let the countdown begin! Prayers are with all of you that his time away goes quickly!

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  4. I'm sorry hun! I hope time goes fast for you <3

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  5. hope that time goes by fast for you and for him as well! ill keep you guys in my prayers as well.

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  6. Oh I'm thinking about you lovely. Lots of prayers and love!

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