Friday, November 5, 2010

Reality hit me today

My husband sold his truck today. He has had this truck for as long as I've known him. I hated it at first but it grew on me. It's one of a kind with big tires and camo trim, all of that country boy stuff. I used to think I'd be happy the day I saw it go but honestly, I just cried for 30 minutes.

Yea, I blame it partially on the pregnancy hormones. The truth is him selling that truck means he is really going to be deploying. It just kind of all hit me at once.

I have been an emotional wreck lately anyways but usually just over stupid little things like my husband eating the last of the tuna noodle casserole or something.

I just pray that I don't see his truck on the road with some other guy behind the wheel. The tears are still finding their way down my face. This is ridiculous. I knew he was going to be deploying and I knew he was going to have to get rid of the truck before that and the baby comes.

My hormones are just trying to humiliate me.


  1. I dont think it is ridiculous. I think I would probably feel the same way and hope never to see it! I hope your day gets a little less emotional! Have a great weekend! :)

  2. Dont be hard on yourself, hormones are hormones, blame everything on them and smile through the tears. Think of all of the exciting things coming up too!


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