Sunday, May 1, 2011

Whiney blahdy blah blah

Abigail has been sleeping through the night for quite a while now. So last night when she decided to wake up at 3am and play until almost 6 I wanted to bash my head against a wall.

Well I didn't do that, but I did cry a little and thoughts of chucking her out the window did occur. (I would never do that just so all you overzealous crazies can calm down).

I felt awful because Mr. Sykes was online and I got grumpy with him because I was exhausted and had a crying baby to tend to. He's an extremely understanding man which I am very thankful for<3

Last night I realized that I never get a break from being a mom. Well obviously I'll never get a break from that but I mean I never leave her side. I love being around her but sometimes I just need a break.

School starts at the end of the month so that should give me some time to myself, even though I'm doing it online. Hopefully someone will watch her while I get my work done so I don't have to juggle.

I've also been considering getting a job. I don't know how busy I will be with my classes so I'll have to wait and see how that goes first. I think it would be nice to make my own money again and at the same time get out of the house and have a little break from the little one.

On another note, I finally went clothes shopping and now have things that actually fit!! Yay! :-)  Oh, and Abigail will be 2 months old tomorrow. Time is flying by! And I can't say I'm sad about it. The faster the time goes the sooner my Mr will be in my arms again<3


  1. I can't believe she's 2 months already..I feel like it was just yesterday I was reading your post about her arriving finally! Crazy!

    One of my best friends had a baby while her husband was deployed and had to raise her alone for the first 6 months, so it can be rough. If you ever need to talk, you know how to get a hold of me..I'm always down for a good talk and to get to know more people.

    Oh and a stupid question maybe, but are ya'll moving back to Jacksonville when he gets back? I think that's where ya'll were stationed...I may be wrong though! ha

  2. Yea we are moving back to the Jacksonville area. Not Jacksonville persay because we don't like the busyness of it but probably the Hubert or topsail area.


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